People always ask me. How do you forget and forgive so easily. Why is it that you don’t get bothered by things for long. I always tell them that I take every matter to the cross and every night I’m conscious of the one that loved me so much that gave himself for me and my sins. So how can I not forgive? This day we celebrate exactly this. His ability to love, His sacrifice and that He chose to die so we could live a life where we lacked nothing. That is true love. I Love you Jesus. Help me everyday be more like you.
I understand this verse in a different way now. Forsake is not only willingly leaving me or not being there for me. Mom left a void in my life so big that for a while I felt like an orphan. I asked myself who is going to be there for me now? Who is going to listen to me? Who is going to give advice? Love me unconditionally? With whom I can be me and still love me, no matter what! All this questions lead me to you Lord, I found your voice and presence leading my life in such a different way. You are my rock, my friend, my mother/father, the one that loves me no matter what. I can see how big is your love for me through my Mom’s love! If Mom could love me like this I can only imagine how much you love me, and that there’s nothing you won’t do for me. Now I rely most on Your guidance, Your word and Your direction. I can feel Your love and be more certain of if now more than ever. Abba I love you.
I remain confident in this. I WILL see the Godness of The Lord here on the land of the living. Specially in my life. Thank you Father!
This verse specifically is on my mother’s tomb. Now I can say what I different meaning has this verse for me. I know Mom will dwell forever in His presence! What a blessing! She made it home. She is gazing at His beauty forever.
Psalm27. Today in my devotional i meditated on it. How great is the Lord that makes us understand His word in a different way in every season of our lives. This Psalm is very dear to me. It was my Mom’s favorite. Still honor your memory Ma. Love you and miss you always.